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Friday, October 15th, 2004
1:13 am
sometimes I remember the past... and i wish it was my future.

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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
1:59 pm - I know it has been awhile
I haven't written in here for ages, so chances are no one will know what the fuck I am talking about. C'est la vie! Last night was shit... but i figure it can only get better now that Spring Break has officially started. Today is Susan's dad's funeral and my prayers (as misdirected as they sometimes are) are with her and Bobby. I am going to go and make her a card now... because she needs as much as any individual can spare.

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Sunday, December 29th, 2002
11:19 am - YAY
I am tired and I eat too much everyday with hana.... We are the new Anti anorexia poster girls. We are going to get old and FAT together. I am dying in my stummy. Dalton still hasn't called... BASTARD. Katy still hasn't called Hana.... BASTARDESS. But, really i am just kidding and I love them both... but the one in town (hint hint) should call us soon. So we can ficizile our nizzles.

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Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
5:23 pm
p.s. i still love you by the way.... you better be home by my birthday

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5:20 pm
fuck people who pretend to care until things get too messy for them. if you don't want to get your hands a little dirty, don't be friends with teenagers (which by the way you are... in case you forgot) from this moment on I will treasure all of my mistakes and think of them as great learning expierences. on a happier note finger painting anyone?

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Monday, November 18th, 2002
7:32 pm
i love it when livejournal deletes my entries

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Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
9:53 am
I never sleep more than three hours at a time anymore... then i wake up for about two hours and i start the whole cycle all over again. Weird. Party on Halloween with stupid boy that owes baby money... I like beer... I want beer... Shawn says I am a mean drunk... No one else has ever told me this before and I a, having trouble believing him. peace.

current mood: awake

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Friday, October 4th, 2002
7:59 pm - city74
she called daria and told her that she misses me. Robin said she was afraid to call me... I don't want her to be afraid, but i think i am too. damnit i still care about her; part of me wishes it would all go away.. it has almost been two years and part of me hopes she never leaves again.

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Monday, September 30th, 2002
2:59 am
he said tonight that i was his ocean... then we kissed... and then i said good-bye. but, not for ever just until tomorrow morning...sarah.. i know you think it is gross and mushy... but we are oceans together. i wanted to call you, but it is late adn i thought i would let you sleep instead.

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Thursday, September 26th, 2002
10:56 pm - HOW COME WE ALL GET LEFT FOR BUTTER FACE????
how is it possible... that makes me and cali now.... i hope i never see her again... i don't want to be responsible.... if i were her i would feel bad for breaking so many people's hearts.

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Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
10:33 pm
i wish i could be your ocean. or maybe i just wish i was someone's.

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Thursday, September 12th, 2002
2:31 pm
jesus christ... it is only $ 20 dollars... it isn't a big deal... i just wish you had said I don't want to give it to you instead. now i just feel taken advantage of and lied to by omission. i would like it if you would call me... we need to talk about this before tomorrow morning.

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Tuesday, September 10th, 2002
12:26 pm
I am getting so much work done at school... I am super proud. Fucking lizzy getting her air conditioning fixed... spoiled brat :-) I am almost done with algebra. I love Danny, he is the sweetest thing. I love you all... I am going to lunch.

current mood: bouncy

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Monday, September 2nd, 2002
11:53 pm
he gave what we are a name. he called me his girlfriend. he shouldn't have done that. now, i feel all tied down. i love him and all... but everyone knows that i am the worst girlfriend in the history of the world. it was all so much easier when he was just some guy i liked that liked me. damn it all to hell. I don't want to be anyone's "girl"

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Friday, August 16th, 2002
9:14 pm
I feel teenage angsty..... it is no good buddies... no good at all. I have had a teenage angsty day. Death to all the stupid childish angst.

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Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
1:34 pm
I know that this is wrong; I know you know it is wrong... why can't we be good enough people to say it out loud?

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Sunday, August 4th, 2002
5:43 am - YAY!!!!!!!!!!
I come home tomorrow!! I am overly ecstatic.... called baby last night and he was full of good news.... except not really.... wannna go to sleep... wanna come home.. see you all soon.

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Sunday, July 28th, 2002
3:13 pm
wanna come home.... no one is very nice here. talked to jessica for the first time today... she was mad... i called her at like 6 in the morning... forgot how to structure sentences. this girl here named liz is standing behind me so i have to say she is nice... she really is though. i hate everyone of you that isn't home when i call. and that happens to be all of you. so a pox on you all

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Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
6:28 pm
Katrina would like all the girls here... they are bitches.... but beautiful. I miss baby... he is never home when I call. I miss you too. I want to come home. I love you.

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Saturday, July 13th, 2002
5:58 pm
NickleBack~ Too Bad

Fathers hands were lined with dirt
From long days in the field
And mothers hands are serving meals
In a cafe on Main Street
With mouths to feed
Just trying to keep clothing on our backs
And all I hear about is
How it's so bad, it's so bad

It's too bad, it's too bad
Too late, so wrong, so long
It's too bad that we had no time to rewind
Let's walk, let's talk
Let's talk

You left without saying goodbye
Although I'm sure you tried
You call the house from time to time
To make sure we're alive
But you weren't there
Right when I'm needing you the most
And now I dream about it
How it's so bad, it's so bad

It's too bad, it's too bad
Too late, so wrong, so long
It's too bad that we had no time to rewind
Let's walk, let's talk
Let's talk

Father's hands are lined with guilt
For tearing us apart
Guess it turned out in the end
Just look at where we are
Made it out, still got clothing on our backs
And now I scream about it
How it's so bad, it's so bad

It's too bad, it's too bad
Too late, so wrong, so long
It's too bad that we had no time to rewind
Let's walk, let's talk
Let's talk

No time, last one, let's go

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